still alive and doing well :)

1. What's one thing thats heavily weighing on your mind?
I MISS MIAMI SO MUCH RIGHT NOW!!

2. What's one thing you've learned from a good friendship gone bad?
BITCHES HATE ON YOU WHEN YOU DOING BETTA THAN THEM

3. Have you ever been in love?
I GUESS BUT I DO LOVE ANYONE ANYMORE

4. Is there anyone special in your life in general at the moment?
MY DAUGHTER .. FUCK ERRYONE ELSE WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT

5. What's a happy time you've had in the past week?
LAST NIGHT AT DA STRIP CLUB

6. Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
YEP

7. Who do you like to spend your nights with?
MY DAUGHTER

8. Are you an emotional person?
KINDA .. I USED TO BE BUT NOW IM PRETTY MUCH NUMB TO DA WORLD

9. Are you self conscious?
NAW NOT REALLY .. AND DEF NOT WHEN IM DRUNK LOL

10. Do you think of others before yourself?
JUST JOCELYN

11. What's something that can always make you feel better?
LISTENING TO MUSIC

12. Who was the last person you had a crush on?
I DON'T HAVE CRUSHS .. OH WAIT .. LIL WAYNE

13. Where do you see yourself this time next year?
RICH LIVIN DA GOOD LIFE IN MIAMI

14. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
I DON'T DO RELATIONSHIPS

15. Who do you feel the most comfortable around?
JOCELYN

16. Is there something that you're waiting for?
YEP .. MY BIG PAYOFF

17. One thing you're not looking forward to?
WAKING UP IN THIS HELLHOLE

18. How do you feel about change?
I LIKE TO KEEP IT MOVIN

19. What are you most looking forward to?
SEEING MY BABY AGAIN

20. What are your plans for your next birthday?
DATS A LONG WAY AWAY SO I DON'T KNOW ... I DO KNOW ILL BE PARTYING THO

21. Do you even care about your birthday?
NAW NOT ANYMORE

22. Do you think anyone in general out there loves you?
YEA OF COURSE

23. When do you think the world will end?
DON'T KNOW DONT REALLY CARE TO THINK ABOUT IT

24. What's the most expensive piece of clothing you own?
I DON'T KNOW .. DEY ALL NAME BRAND THO

25. Why do you drive the car you have right now?
ITS A RENTAL BECAUSE MY MAGNUM IS STILL IN DA SHOP GETTING FIXED .. BUT IM IN DA IMPALA B/C IMA CHEVY RIDA

26. Do you still talk to the person you LAST kissed?
UM YEA SHES ABOUT TO LIVE WITH ME ((SEE U SOON SARA))

27. Have you ever seen your best friend cry?
YEP

28. What kind of vitamins did you take as a kid?
FLINSTONES

30. Did you get any compliments today?
YEA I DO ERRYDAY

31. Are you friends with your neighbors?
I DON'T REALLY GOT NEIGHBORS RIGHT NOW

32. What were you just thinking about?
HOW MUCH I LOVE WEEZY

33. Name the places you have lived in?
LA,OC,PHOENIX, EL PASO, MIAMI, CRYSTAL RIVA, LECANTO, OCALA, SAN DIEGO, HOMOSASSA, AND BEVERLY HILLS

34. When was the last time you drove more than 15 minutes?
TODAY

35. Have ever had a crush your on your sister's/brother's friend?
NAW ALL MY SISTERS IS YOUNG

36. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
DAMN I REALLY NEED TO REMEMBER TO TAKE OFF MY MAKEUP BEFORE I FALL ASLEEP

37. When is the next time you will make out with somebody?
I DON'T LIKE 2 MAKE OUT

38. What's a word that rhymes with "LUCK"?
FUCK

39. What's your favorite planet?
EARTH

40. Who's the 2nd person on your missed calls list?
IT WAS A BLOCKED #

41. What is your favorite ring tone on your phone?
DUFFLE BAG BOY

42. What shirt are you wearing right now?
A RED AKADEMIKS SHIRT

43. What do you "label" yourself as?
MOMMY

44. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
NOT WEARING ANY

45. Bright or dark room?
DARK

46. What do you think about the person who last took this survey?
SHE A COOL BITCH

47. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep in?
DEPENDS

48. What were you doing at midnight last night?
SITTIN AT A STRIP CLUB

49. What did your last text message you received on your mobile say?
FREE NOW?

50. What just so happens to be the best song in the world?
IDK ANYTHING FROM LIL WAYNE

51. What's a word or phrase that you say a lot?
FUCK IT

52. Who told you he/she loved you last?
MY MOM

53. Last furry thing you touched?
LOL A PUPPY

54. How many drugs have you done in the past 3 days?
2 (IF U CONSIDER WEED A DRUG)

56. Do you have any film that needs to be developed?
NO DATS OLD SHIT .. I GOT A DIGI

57. Favorite age you have been so far?
22

58. Hats or beanies?
HATS

59. Your worst enemy?
LOL I DON'T KNOW TAKE YOUR PICK

60. What is your current desktop picture?
MY DAUGHTER

61. What is the last thing you said to someone?
GIRL OUR PIZZA HERE

62. Do you love someone?
YEP

63. Last song you listened to?
PROSTITUTE FLANGE - LIL WAYNE

64. If the last person you spoke to on the phone was getting shot at, what
would you say?
I WOULDN'T CARE .. I DON'T KNOW DA MOTHERFUCKER

65. Do you do the games in the ads on myspace?
NO

66. What are your favorite Pjs?
DONT REALLY WEAR ANYTHING TO BED

67. What do you do when you pass graveyards?
SAY A SECRET PRAYER FOR MY FATHER

68. Have you ever seen a shooting star?
YEA

69. How old do you think you'll live to be?
I DON'T KNOW NOR DO I CARE

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off to Miami motherfuckers lol
i know u jealous!!!!!!!!!!!!!
j/k
but OMFG its gonna be off da chain

i'll holla once i get there

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apparently i am not allowed to write what i want in here because it makes a certain person have to deal with his own actions ... oops kiss my ass *insert ex's names* i can and will post anything and everything i want to .. see this is my forum .. if u have a problem about it write it in your own journal so that i can do what you should be doing and ignore it

oh and as far as hurting her .. i think the minnesota girl is the one you should be sending that msg to because even i'm not cruel enough (or lame enough) to say the hurtful things shes saying


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1. DO YOU SNORE?
sometimes

2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?
im a fighter

3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
spiders my lil gurl bein gone

4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC?
fuck yeah

5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV?
theres nothing real about it

6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
not anymore

7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?
the cutest

8. IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?
i love the freedom

9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
white

10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
yes

11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?
not yet

12. ANY SECRET TALENTS?
if i told you it wouldn't be a secret

13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?
Italy

14. IS JAY LENO FUNNY?
fuck no i'd take Dane Cook or Dave C. any day

15. Have you eaten sushi?
nope

16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?
no

17. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A
TOOTSIE POP?
why bother lickin?

18. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?
naw

19. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO ALASKA?
no

20. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?
eh gotta eat but i won't do it

21. IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
its in my present

22. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
sure

23. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?
idk

24. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID "I LOVE YOU"?
when my daughter woke up this morning

25. IS ELVIS STILL ALIVE?
who cares his career is dead

26. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?
yes

27. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
over easy

28. ARE BLONDES DUMB?
for da most part

29. WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?
stolen by magic dryer elves

30. WHAT TIME IS IT?
12:21 pm

31. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
Heather-Cakes

32. IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?
Burger king is much better

33. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?
about 20 mins ago

34. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?
both, sex standing up is niiiiiccceeee

35. IS SANTA CLAUS REAL?
yes, for kids

36. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
no

37. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?
sex (and a few other things)

38. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?
creamy

39. CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?
no

40. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?
yes

41. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?
1

42. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
green

43. WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
yesterday

44. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?
yes

45. LIKE thats so raven?
no

46. HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?
no

47. DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?
skin flute lol

48. HAVE U EVER STOLEN MONEY?
yes

49. CAN YOU SNOWBOARD?
never attempted it

50. DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?
yep

51. DO U SNORT WHEN U LAUGH?
not usually

52. DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?
no

53. ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?
not always

54. YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?
yes

55. CAN YOU DO THE CLOWNWALK?
hell naw i hate clowns unless its ICP ya'll

56. DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES?
all da time

57. IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY?
i'm in fla so no

58. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
fruity pebbles

59. DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH?
naw

60. WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?
the head on commercial

61. DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?
hell naw

62. FAVORITE BAND AT THE MOMENT?
Plies, ICP

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday dear Jocelyn
Happy birthday to you
...and many more!!

my precious baby is 2 today and her daddy couldn't give a fuck less .. wow .. but i do care and i love her with all my heart

pizza party tonight starting at 6 and cake and ice cream later .. see ya there!

the dust has settled, the chaos is over, and well, i'm totally exhausted and i need to lay down for a while

oh and i am ready to make my superbowl prediction for this year ... and the winner is ... Atlanta Falcons led by none other than my baby boo, Michael Vick

this weekend was my bachlorette party .. all i'm gonna say was it was intense lol!

so i got plans with 3 guys tonight so i need to find a way to clone myself and quick lol

as of tomorrow i should be married (if everything goes well and i don't back out) and then i get to go pick out a new car for myself i'm thinking an Acura TL *squeels* i love being me

Sanchez told me that hes going to have his business partner send me a g (as in $1000 you drug addict lol) as a birthday present from him to me so that i can plan a party since he can't lol what a sweetheart but i don't know if i can save that money until may lol

I talked to my baby today .. i guess with the possibility of parole he may get out before having to serve out his sentence .. plus he's appealing .. i hope so i can't wait to get the fuck out of here and get back to Ocala at least .. Sanchez wants to go up north but i told him he'd be doing that alone because i'm a southern girl and he says he ain't spending any more time away from me than he has to so i guess he'll get us a place down here .. maybe Miami or Daytona he says .. i get to pick! I sent him some pics of me and Jocelyn and he had his boy sent me some money to get professional photos taken so i might try to get that done this week lol well i'm off to party with my booty calls (hey, until my man gets out he says i'm free to do whatever i want)


Oh and in case anyone was wondering, Joey's grandpa died the day after his birthday (FEB 16, 2007) It's a terrible loss and Jocelyn and I send our best wishes to his family
RIP JOSEPH GREICO

(V-day Poem Sanchez sent me)
As the miles lie between us
I'm always missing you
And when i'm feeling lost or lonely
This is what i do
Since i can't be where you are right now
At least not physically
I hold you close within my heart
So you're always here with me


What can I give you, poor as i am?
If I were a shepherd, I would bring you a lamb
If I were your man, I would do my part
Yet what can I give you, I'll give you my heart
I love you
-- from Sanchez

To someone who is very special to me - a little poem to you
It is only a tiny rose bud
A flower of God's design;
But i cannot unfold the petals
With these clumsy hands of mine

The secret of unfolding flowers
Is not known to such as I
God opens this flower so sweetly
Then in my hands, they die

If i cannot unfold a rose bud
The flower id God's design
Then how can i have the wisdom
To unfold this life of mine?

So, I'll trust in him for leading
Each moment of my day
I will look to him for guidance
Each step of the pilgrims way

The pathway that lies before me
Only my heavenly father knows
I'll trust him to unfold the moment
Just as he unfold the rose


-----Sent to me from my baby Sanchez who calls me "My little Guerrera"

I'll be here for you when you get out baby!!

so i apparently am a homewrecker lol my girl just informed me that her boyfriend has left her saying that he is going to be with me .. i assured her, and then called and assured him that no i am not and will not be with him lol it's funny, can't a girl be friends with a guy without him thinking that some cosmic force if bringing them together? lol and i never even slept with the guy

today joey got his hand caught in the mixer at work .. he crushed 2 of his fingers and tomorrow he is going to have surgery and i guess he might end up losing part of one of his fingers .. i feel pretty bad for him so i went over there tonight and watched a movie with him

then i came home and ended up talking to a friend and i really had a great time .. this guy really makes me feel so good and i am going to spend the weekend with him .. i can't wait .. he's such a sweetheart and i think i might even be able to have a relationship with him in the future but i don't know .. i'm trying to take it really slow and just feel him out 1st i know hes a really good guy because i've been friends with him for almost a year and we just recently started fucking around.. he just makes me feel like i'm a really good person and i really appreciate that .. he is even gonna take me and jocelyn to chucky cheeses and he actually cares about my feelings and he understands that Jocelyn is the most important thing to me and she comes 1st .. idk yet .. i think i might have found someone that really cares about me and wants to take care of me like i want to be treated i'm so confused because i have 2 people in my life that i can really see myself having a family with .. they both really have everything i'm looking for in a man .. i guess i'll just have to wait and see which one God leads me to

Joe's grandpa is dying, he only has like a week to live

Today Joey told me that he was glad my dad killed himself, that he was going to go to Minnesota to piss on his grave and that my dad is suffering in hell .. oh and he told me that DCF was going to be at my door .. well fuck nigger, go right ahead, you failed last time and you will fail again because as much as you wish i was a bad mom (and i know he's used to it what with his family and all) but the difference between me and him is he grew up just like his mom...a drunk, and i am so much more of a better mom because i will never leave her .. JOE, I'M SURE YOU ARE READING THIS AND I PRAY YOU ARE BECAUSE MARK MY WORDS...YOU CANNOT PROVE ME TO BE SOMETHING I AM NOT, my caseworker last time could see it and one day you will too i can't wait until the day you stand before God for judgement because then you will get what you deserve .. i hope you think about that before you go on a mission to destroy me because what goes around will come around

FUCK THE PATRIOTS!!!!!! There aren't even words to describe the amount of joy and excitement throughout my whole body right now .. i win... thats all i have to say motherfuckers .. Indianapolis Colts are going to the Superbowl, baby .. fuck you Josh, how does that feel?!! I WIN I WIN!!!!!!! Looks like you're going home without a Superbowl ring just like the Atlanta Falcons so fuck you Tom Brady!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bitch

he everyone its me and i'm still alive .. i've been pretty busy and still haven't fixed my computer but i broke up with josh and have been living the single life .. happ new years everone .. i had a blast but i've been having a blast .. anyways i am at my friends office in ocala drinking so i got bored and got online but i guess we're about to head out and find some boys to play with lol! hit me up sometime 352.613.3985 (but i never have minutes on my phone) or 352.746.9020 love ya guys!!!!!!!